unfortunately

All the kisses,
All the love,
How could it be fake?

All the hugs,
All the time,
How can you call it a mistake?

All the investment,
All the shares,
Why would you want me to break?

All the wishes,
All the songs,
Why see how far I would take?

I really thought you were different,
But to be different I was wrong for a change,
Unfortunately.

I thought you were the one, but I thought wrong....

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Cannot

I don't want to be the fence,
Withholding you from you future dreams and plans,
Maybe it's selfish to ask,
Or to give you the task,
But oh if you could only see yourself trough my eyes,
So much worth more then the asking price,
I could love you more then you ever knew,
Babe you're one of a kind,
I'm from a minority with few,
You're always on my mind,
You're trying to stop a moving train,
But you can't, it's not supposed to,
You can't change the rules while playing the game,
You can't love without pain,
There is no sunshine without rain,
Impossible to start a fire without a flame,
I could be you're fire starter,
Make you heart beat faster,
I could be you're clown make you laugh harder,
I would be the girl that makes you live life further,
Just so the prophecy of you dreams could be fur filed
Instead I just see you standing on the fence,
Are you willing to give faith a chance?
Don't lose my face,
In between busy days,
Trough crowded ways,
Think of my glasses,
Of the reflection...
As time passes by in time you will learn,
Knowledge that was mine forever,
Things i've saw all along,
You're beautiful soul so strong,
You're flaws are flawless,
You're more perfect that perfection,

THE WORLD IS YOURS,

Enough said, don't ever forget, that...

The world is all yours, so just follow you're dreams!

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Maybe

Maybe it's better if you don't come back,
Maybe it's better if we don't talk anymore,
I don't know for sure,
But that way I'm at least sure you get the love you deserve,
I don't want to keep you down,
I don't want to make you frown,
I don't want to stand in you way,
Only hoping you will find what you're looking for,
Too bad it isn't behind my front door,
Just like I was before,
I could be the one you adore,
If you would just come back for more,
Instead of being the one stranded on the shore,
You don't have to know for sure,
I only ask for an answer true and pure,
Maybe it's better if you don't come back,
Maybe it's better if we don't talk anymore,
Cause you take all of me,
I'm under you're spell,
No one will ever be able to love you more then I,
For I love you more then I love myself,
Life's though and rough,
But couldn't my love be enough?
I can't sat maybe anymore,
Please don't come back one more for sure...
Just stay away and let me be okay.

Maybe it's best if you stay away,
so I don't need my emergency sadness kit,
every single day...

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When I first met you

When I first met you I didn't knew that you would be important,
But you took me by the hand,
Made me believe and understand,
All these things I'm unable to see,
You bring them so close to me,
You make my spirit grow wild and free.

When I fist met you I didn't knew that you would make such an impact,
But as a matter in fact,
You made my heart whole again, intact,
You took my suitcase and me me unpacked,
I was so shocked that somehow my mind got blocked,
It seems that I forgot,
Once upon a time my heart got locked.

When I fist met you I didn't knew that you be so good,
Making me feel understood,
Letting me give up my hood,
I can't do it myself but for you I would,
I would do anything if I only could,
Express my feelings without the risk of being misunderstood.

When I fist met you I didn't knew that I could be real,
Unafraid of the love and care I feel,
Together slowly we will heal,
It seems so unreal,
My heart made of steel you steal,
And you're heart made of stone I own,
You're all I feel you're somehow well known.

When I first met you I could have never guessed,
That you would be the one that passed the test.
You're the only one.

When I fist met you, I never thought, you could be the reason.

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Sure

My alarm went off,
All for you...
So I wouldn't forget to,
Make something for you,
Won't forget what I must do.

I'm gonna make a surprise,
I wanna see it in you eyes,
Completely sincere,
No perfect lines,
But perfect times,

Times spend together,
Didn't even matter the weather,
of whatever,
I was in love,
Believing you're a gift from above,

I should have made you feel the same,
So I'm in shame, cuz I'm the one to blame,
But if you let me I would,
Run trough the rain back to you,
To kiss you to take away the pain,

I will never let you go anymore,
That a promise forever and always,
For sure!

The way you smile made not only perfect lines,
But more important perfect times (L).

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When I die, I'll think of you

Wondering about life and earth,
All the memories made,
The love, the faith,
So much worth,
You say don't think we we're nothing,
But thinking we we're something,
Makes it harder to forget,
All the miracles shared,
Wonders we had,

I think life is a session of moments,
Flashing before you when you die,
Moments filled with love and grief,
But mostly filled with believe,
We grow just like our ants,
Troughout our whole life we try,
Try to figure out,
What life is all about...

If it is what I think,
I'm gonna let this feeling sink,
Then our memories will never become history,
Cause in the future I'm sure I see,
I will see you when I die,
For you've made me found,
That you can fly,
When you're standing on ground,

When I'm coming to the end,
I will find,
The image of us flashing trough my mind,
You holding my hand,
You being my best friend,
Kissing me soft and slow,
Making my cheeks glow,
Our midnight eat,
Tickling my feet,
Dancing round,
Babe it was holy ground...

As I breathe my last breath,
I see you and me in a kaleidoscope,
I see heavenly hope,
So I will welcome death.

You where there in this flash in a kaleidoscope of all my
beloved memories, so I was not alone,
as I welcomed death.

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Locked in

All is been said,
All has been done,
Now we go on,
Separate alone...
Like were the only one.

Was is stupid to think?
We were written in permanent ink...
Weill my feelings still required sink,
You through my windows in
Then the end begin...

Now the roads,
The swimming floats,
Watching boats,
Playing notes,
It ways like loads...

These things we no longer do,
Cause there is no more me and you,
Yet the dream of you I still peruse,

On every star I see,
I wish you could be,
Right here next to me,
Only us, we...
Together and free,

In that dream you lock yourself in my heart,
And it gives us a new start,
Cause when you're locked inside me,
I trough away the key,
Till forever after, you, me, we.

Locked inside our love....

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Red wine

Red wine is spilled on the carpet,
As I try to clean,
I ben forward and lean,
You must have seen,
That I myself couldn't reach,
The things I was trying to teach,
Me, myself, out of speech...

Red wine is dripping down the table,
It's me you take care for,
I'm the one stranded on the shore,
I drifted far for sure,
Did you came for more?
Or only to wipe my floor,
And than leave again trough the door?

The red wine from the carpet is gone,
As the morning sun rises,
So does my crises,
Having you hear is priceless,
And yet so pricy...
I must let this feeling soak in,
Before I begin,
Cutting the string,
Between me and him...

The memory of red wine spilled is all we have,
It's such a same,
But I know I'm the one to blame,
It shouldn't even have got to the point,
Where it became,
A point at all...
Forgive me for hurting you,
Forgive me this mess,
But babe we must confess,
There is nothing else to do...
Forgive me for lovin' you.

Spilled on the carpet... Red wine....

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Did you even know me at all?

My favorite song had a reason,
Just like why I love the winter season,
I know all you're fears,
I fight away all you're tears,
Then how can it be that you don't recognize the beat...
Of the song I just repeat and repeat?

It's so sad that all we had,
All thats been said,
Was just a one direction,
Love mirror reflection,

You don't know me at all,
I only act tall,
Just to cover up my fall,
My doubts you don't steal,
You don't make my heart heal...
Is this love even real?

Can we call this a relationship,
Or is it more like a emotionless robot chip?
Don't you see that I'm bothered
It's you, you the butcher, you make my heart slaughtered.
I'm calling this to an end,
I can no longer be you're girlfriend...
All the thoughts and thinking in worry,
It's just for myself, my wasted time that I'm sorry.

If they don't know you personally, don't take it personal.

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Shut up and love me

Shut up,
Shut up and love me,
Make me shut up by kissing me,
Kiss me soft and slow,
But don't dare to let go,
Make it rough and wild,
Play it mature but as sweet as a child,
We go hide and run,
Till we find the morning sun,
As I will try to speak,
Shut up,
Shut me up,
Make sure not a single word I leak,
For I don't want to destroy,
A night filled with treacherous joy,
Give me a rude interruption,
We'll be a friction,
A daydream failing to be hold,
Silver instead of gold,
As I will try to explain,
Shut up,
Shut up and love me,
Don't let us go trough the pain,
We can't play this game,
You always have me,
Don't even need a chain,
So what will it be?
Shut up...
Will you just shut up and love me?!

Just shut up and love me...

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Christmases spend with you....

Christmases spend with you,
Making the three look pretty,
Buying souvenirs from skiing,
Things we no longer do...

Christmases spend together,
Marshmallows and hot coco,
Fooling around in snow,
Watching you're cheeks winter glow,
Things we no longer do....

Now that the nights get dark,
The air is getting cold,
My life seems a little empty,
I miss all we used to do,
Watching snow flakes fall down,
Things we no longer do...

I'm just wondering late all these nights,
When I'm staring at the christmas lights,
Oh how I miss these things we used to do,
Do you miss it too?
All our memories and plans were made for two...

My grandma says the time apart made me grown,
But she's wrong, it just makes me alone,
I miss singing along to our favorite christmas song,
I miss eating meatloaf,
Even the ugly sweaters and raining weather,
I miss it all,
Things we no longer do...
I think even more than that I miss you...

There where christmases when you where mine...

+Taylor Swift lyrics.

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We were happy

The way we used to laugh,
Eating our stomach full,
Cuddeling on the bed,
I Miss it all cuz we were happy

The way we used to talk,
Dancing in the club,
Wondering trough the city,
I Miss it all cuz we were happy,

When we were happy babe,
It was good babe,
We had it all, didnt we?
Cuz we were happy
Yes we were happy.

Back then we where happy.

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Survive

If you and I are history,
When youre in longer next to me,
What will you be?
Who will you see?
Are you finally free?

Our goodbye,
Became a new memorie,
Splendens hours asking why,
Days just try,
Not to cry,
Drowning in the sea,
I do miss our almost 'we',

Long nights, slow dance,
Planning future plans,
Giving us a small chance...

But faith,
It came to late,
No longer in the loving state,
We no longer celebrate,
We don't communicate,
Its like we dont even relate,
Still im begging you dont close the gate.

You and me were so alike,
Were so alive,
Both this hudge drive,
Unafraid to dive,
We will survive,
No matter what form,
Or how rough, we will paas the storm.

We need to pass every storm, I know we can.

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Raindrops

Raindrops crashes,
I go back in flashes,
A kaleidoscope of memories,
A round a bout with no out,
An unheard shout,
Im tangled up inside,
Youre name in my mind echo's,
Everthough its so long ago,
I know its been a while,
We made quite a late hour phile,
Not guilty and not innocent,
How could this be bend?
As it Storms,
My mind forms,
Ive made my desicion,
I see a new vision,
If we could let the rain fall down,
Trow away the frown,
If we could listen to the lightning,
Not get frightning,
If we could let our skin sowk in sun,
Without being guard by gun,
If we wipe our slates clean,
If its a mirrorubg screen,
Maybe we will recognise what we have always seen,
We belong togheter, always and forever.

The rain came pouring down...

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Will you think of me?

On youre birthday when you wake,

Will you think of me? 

When you eat grandma's cake, 

Will you think of me? 

When I text you that day will you make it? Or break it? 

In conversation would you fake it, just so you can take it? 

Maybe we can still dance, shake it! 

When life gets to you, 

Think of me, 

Feel me there,

Ill always think of you, 

When life gets to me, 

Ill think of you, 

Whenever youre far or close.

When my present gets unwrapped, 

Will you think of me?

When happy birthday ended and everyone clapped,

Will you think of me? 

When youve got me trapped, when our path is mapped, 

Would you come over? Would you talk to me,

Wake up with me in youre arms wrapped.

When life gets to you,

Think of me, 

Feel me there, 

Ill always think of you, 

When life gets to me, 

Ill think of you,

Whenever youre far or close, 

I think of you, 

Whenever life gets to me...

As october turns to november,
And you're birthday comes close,
Will you remember and think of me?

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Tattoo

I got a tattoo, under my clothes,
It always stays close,
Nobody knows the words,
But to me they mean worlds,
It says I'm fearless, I'm free,
I'm a fighter...
Cause thats me,
I never failed to see,
All the light that life can bring,
I never forgot to sing,
I might have forgotten the words sometimes,
But I never forgot about my own world,
And for love is worldwide,
Loving live was never out of sight.

She was a girl who knew how to be happy.

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Drew me to you

You drew me to you,
You're like a firefly,
I can't figure out why,
It's you that I'm into...

You're not my type,
You're not the hype,
you're not even close,
But somehow you impose,
Made my heart misdiagnose...

You drew me to you,
You're like a firefly,
I can't figure out why,
But I'll give it a try,
It's you that I'm into...

You're not cool,
You don't rule,
You're more like a fool,
But somehow you make me lose,
My refuse...

You drew me to you,
You're like a firefly,
I'm figuring out why,
And this is a good try,
It's you that I'm into....

I've come to the conslusion,
That I just can't deny,
We make a great fusion,
It's not my delusion or illusion,
It's you that I'm into,
How about you?

You drew me to you.

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How about we give it a year?

I just can't get my mind sorted,
Talking with you,
All these words imported and exported,
I just don't know it...
I can't translate or submit,
Are you asking me to recommit?

All these words you said,
There so widespread,
Can we just go and move ahead?
I can't choose between,
Friends, lovers or nothing after all I've seen,
I'm not you're dean,
Yet you share you're fall,
But I can't call,
For I'm talking to a stone wall...

I just can't figure out,
What this is all about,
You, me all that we vowed,
It's being disallowed,
It's our own fault,
We've got the doubt...

I can't get clear,
Therefore I need you here,
I need you to be more like a imagineer,
But instead you just disappear,
I'm left with the fear,
That I will never speak to you again dear,
Please tell me i'm wrong save me another tear...
If I stay strong, I'll meet you in a year?

see you in a year, 365 days from now...

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Terrible love

We had a terrible love,
I don't even know whether it was love...
Or just a crush ment to crash?
We got burned,
And I, I learned,
Never to trust again,
Never to love again,
Never again.

You always called me dumb,
But you were self a numb,
Now all the pain,
Sticks like a stain,

We had a terrible love,
I don't even know whether it was love...
Or just a crush ment to crash?
We got burned,
And I, I learned,
Never to trust again,
Never to love again,
Never again.

You always painted me like I committed a crime,
Make me stand close to the wall in line,
And I always yelled back,
With a reaction attack,
I always needed a shield to cover,
Me from my lover,
That's not how it's supposed to be,
Now were over you and me,
Were done,
Were long gone.

We had a terrible love,
I don't even know whether it was love...
Or just a crush ment to crash?
We got burned,
And I, I learned,
Never to trust again,
Never to love again,
Never again.

She's in love, this is terrible... Fairytale quotes

The spoken version with music:
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Seek and hide

My feelings play seek and hide,
I've got too much pride,
But I'll remember our last night,
Oh you made me flight,
For these feelings inside,
But my bones they ignite,
So I'll put this in write,
Hope you might...

Hope you might read it sometime,
I hope one day I can call you mine,
We could drink wine every valentine,
I would make you smile shine,
If it's yourself to me you would assign.

You're strong love it made me sick,
Cause I never now how to stick,
Even though I fall like a brick,
You're able to break me as a stick...
Even in my own mind when I think,
You make me sink,
You write memories inside my heart,
With permanent ink,
You're a man apart,
You make me feel like a work of art...

I hope I made you feel the same,
It was never my aim,
To make you feel pain,
Or act like it was just a game,
All these feelings,
For you they raise above ceilings,
You give me angel wings,
That's what you're love brings...

So if we are just a daydream,
Or a scene playing on the tv-screen,
A single word in the huge magazine,
If our light will never be seen,
I just want you to know,
That it was there even if I didn't show,
I never want you to go,
I would never go,
For I love you so.

I wish I was better at telling people how I really feel....
My feelings just play hide and seek...

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Recall

You can run away,
Or stay another day,
You can hide,
Go to the world's other side,
You can drive far by car,
All to forget the things once said,
But you can never hide the light,
You can never forget who you are..

So babe, Come back,
Babe come home,
Come back to me,
Lay in my arms,
Feel the warmth,
You feeling my skin,
Does it recall a ring?
Don't you feel it within...?
Let's get back to the begin,

You trying so hard,
You trying to move us forward,
But I'm scarred,
You figured out why I'm guard.
That's our start,

On the next page,
We became the talk,
Were a rage,
Only because we walk,
So to make it end,
We took the stage,
Without being boy or girlfriend,
We made perfect sense,
Our dance was so intense.

So babe, Come back,
Babe come home,
Come back to me,
Lay in my arms,
Feel the warmth,
You feeling my skin,
Does it recall a ring?
Don't you feel it within...?
Lets get back to when...

When I was the one you would tell,
Everything in detail so well,
Even things sounding like hell,
I would listen to it,
Under you're spell,
When I admitted,
Came the hit...

You're not ready,
Our ship isn't steady,
You tell me were done,
On the telephone...

I took it hard I made a fall,
Cause you're my all...
There I stood watching you football,
You call, me you call,
Standing on the street,
Sweeping me of my feet,
You delete my heartbeat,
With you're heat...

And I know that,
You'll come back babe,
Eventually you'll be back,
Cause you're the one perching what we had,
It means you haven't forget,
You, me, us, that...
If you ever come back.

If you ever come back... home...

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lost and found

When were close,
In the moment,
Were lost and found,
Were no were bound,

You made me find myself,
You picked me from the shelf,
I made you dance,
Gave you a chance,
We had quite a romance...

When you're close,
In the moment,
I'm lost and found,
My head spinning round,

I made you find youself,
Dusted of you're emotional shelf,
You made me dance,
You gave me a chance,
We had quite a romance....

When I'm close,
In that moment,
You're lost and found,
Stay safe and sound,

We made us find out it's ours,
Bloomed like flowers,
Love had uncompaired powers,

Just give us one more dance,
Give us one more chance,
Get back to our romance,

Just one more time spinning around,
No looking to the ground,
We will just go dancing slow,
Were you lead I follow,
Don't dare to let me go,
Don't ever let me go,

It will be flawless,
In my best dress,
Just say yes, only yes...
When I confess,

When were close,
In the moment,
Were lost and found,
You've got me haunt,
Were going round and round,
Look what I found,
Oooh You.

Lost and found... 

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tragic magic

All the magic,
It seems so tragic,
That we can't bare,
Our own share,
In this love so fragile,
Faking the smile,
Wherever you're there,
I must beware,
That I don't show my care,
I don't want to be used,
Or be abused,
You make me confused,
I'm heart bruised,
You're all I pursue,
You're my virtue,
My rescue,
My everything,
I would do anything,
Of you're gonna be my lover,
I would no longer cover,
All I feel inside,
All that I hide,
My love for you,
Is truer than true...

It was a tragic magic kind of love.

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I'm writing you a love song

The light we used to create,
The fire we made,
It's light and warmth faded...
It let,
To a road with a end, death.
I needed to flee,
You needed to be free,
Now were apart we both see,
We were ment to be,
We belong together,
no matter of whether,
Whatever,
We were happy,
We had it good,
They didn't understood,
And I don't think they ever would,
Or could,
Share what we shared,
Care as we cared,
We weren't scared,
Just unprepared,
But a love so strong,
It could never be wrong,
To prove me right I'm putting it in a song,
I hope one day you'll hear it on the radio,
When you recognize you'll be getting this glow,
And I hope you smile and sing along,
To you're own personal love song.

I like you, I'm writing you a love song...

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do do do do do do

You're under my skin,
You're in my head,
All day long,
Like the perfect love song,
Just too bad we cant sing along...

I wish you were here,
I wish you were near,
All day long,
So that I could hear,
You're voice so clear...

I wanna be next to you,
I wanna do anything for you,
All day long,
If you tell me what to do,
I'll do it for you...

It's not like I'm giving myself away,
It's not like it is easy to say,
All day long,
I want you to stay,
I want you in every single way...

I love you're eyes,
They never tell me lies,
All night long,
I dream about you,
I dream about us two...

Tell me what you want me to do,
I can't go on without you,
Tell me what to do, about you...

I wish I was better at telling you how I feel,
So now tell me what to do,
About you...

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Remember and surrender

I still remember that September 23rd,
When everything got blurred.
Now it's october,
Were both acting sober,
Maybe  I'm wrong,
Or is our love not yet over?
I feel like I keep hitting repeat on our song,
We just stumble on and on,
It getting closer to november,
And I must confess I remember,
You're birthday dated on my calendar,
You marked it yourself when there still were,
Us talking bout trips in december,
Please remember,
Don't forget the night,
We were ignite,
We were infinite,
Or was it just my imagination,
Are you a thought or my own creation?
I doubt it...
I think we got lost in translation,
So I admit,
I miss our relation,
No matter what is the complication,
I will never forget,
All the sweetest thoughts shared,
You could never be compared.
I hope you'll someday remember,
That 23 of September...

Don't forget... Please remember, not to forget me.

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Lost the ink of my pen...

I'm sure you could love me again,
If it was up to me and my pen,
To write our love story,
You weren't sitting at home feeling sorry,
You would wait in the rain,
Screaming for me,
With everything to gain,
You would throw pebbles at my window,
To make me see,
The way you show,
How much I mean to you,
How I make you glow,
All that you do,
All that you say,
I just want us to be okay,
We would be great again,
You would not believe how great,
If it was only up to me and my pen...

I'm sure we could love again, if it was only up to me and my pen.

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In plaats van met je te praten, schrijf ik het maar op voor later...

Je zegt dat je me graag een andere keer had willen ontmoeten,
En toch blijf je mijn gevoelens oproepen...
Waarom ga je geen andere meisjes begroeten?
Laat mij maar boeten...
Als je spijt hebt van het zoenen,
Als je je hoofd daarna hebt staan boenen,
Je weet waar ik op wil doelen,
Was dit wel je gevoel en...
Wat moet ik nu doen en...
Wanneer ga er weer een stelen een zoen en...
Ik zou willen dat je je gevoel zou herkennen,
Dat je het aan me zou erkennen,
Ik wenste dat je zou bekennen,
Dat je naar me toe zou rennen,
Dat iedere keer dat je het niet doet,
Dat je het bijna had gegaan,
Dat je bijna naar me toe was gegaan,
Bijna bijna bijna wilde je gaan,
Maar je bleef toch staan.
Elke keer dat je het bijna deed,
Ieder moment dat je me niet vergeet,
Iedere keer dat je met aantrekt als een magneet,
En jij de lijn overtreed,
Is de tijd nog niet gereed,
Net zoals ik het bijna deed,
En elke keer dat ik het niet doe,
Mag ik niet van mezelf naar je toe,
Ik haat mezelf om hoe,
Ik het toch doe ik wil zo graag naar je toe,
Iedere keer dat ik het niet doe...
Of niet deed...

Instead of talking to you, I'll write it down, save it for later...

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Wasted

Time.
Ticking on the clock.
When you're here it seems to stop.
No more wasted seconds.
No more minutes flying off.
No more countless hours,
Waiting for my life to begin,
If you know I'll let you in.
I'd wish I could spend my past with you.
But I'm unable to go back in time...
So how about a promise for the future?

The good and the bad, combined, it all,
The past and the future,
Life is about balance.

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The city

All the nights wondering trough the city,
The city never gives back,
Gives back any advice,
Any advice about whatever.

All the days walking down the road,
The road that leads nowere,
Nowere isn't that also a place?
A place to see or a place to be.

All the times thinking inside my head,
Inside my head I seem to forget,
I seem to forget you,
You in betweem the thoughtless thoughts,
Thoughtless thoughts leading me,
Leading me to see...

See all I couldn't my eyes are open,
Open arms if you ever come back,
Come back to me I'll be standing here,
Standing here with my arms wide spread,
Spread so never again I can forget,
Forget you.

You.

The city never gives back... +New York Magazine 

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I'm sorry

I'm so sorry I'm gonna be a bitch,
I'm so sorry I'm gonna be mean to you,
I'm so sorry I'm gonna make you run and hide,

I just can't tell you how I see you...
If you would see yourself trough my eyes,
You would leave me for you're worth so much more...
More then you think, worth more then me.

I'm so sorry I'm bringing you down.
I'm so sorry,
So sorry.

Sorry, sorry, sorry +Taylor Swift on pic. xox

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Believe is so close to grief.

I'm so alone,
Living on my own,
Supposed to be full grown,
But I'm feeling so small,
Not eve close to standing tall,
It's the biggest ever,
I've fallen, Oh this fall...

Won't you come and save me,
From all the sadness I see,
I'm sure I'm gonna feel okay again when...
When you come, you don't have yo say a word,
I just wanna be heard.

I'm living with my heart on my sleeve,
Forgot to believe, in me...
All that I saw was anything and everything but me,
Now I know I can be, myself...
I'm gonna be closer to complete,
I might be far away from being together...
But I'm gonna get there.
Wherever it might be,
I will see the centered soul of me.
All I'm destined to be.

Believe is so close to grief....

I'm all alone, believe is so close to grief,

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Clueless

Laying on you're side of the bed at night,
Wondering myself wide awake,
I'm so confused by you're words,
You're lips trying to kiss me made my heart bruised,
All I wish for is you,
But please don't,
Don't do...
Don't do it...
Acting like you've got a clue,
Better confess you're clueless.,
Cause I don't wanna hate how much I love you....

I am so clueless when it comes to you...
We think to much and feel too little...

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On my warpath

When did our love life became a war?
You hit me like a knife, when you walked out...
Feeling apart, so far, it's you I can't live without...

Don't leave me alone, you're not that cold,
I'm gonna put ya down, better leave the throne,
Or you'll behold the countdow, Of this balsing bomb,
Better do something... Anything.

You've got me under you're spell, can't ya tell?
If you think of hurting me, I'll you just in case,
I'm gonna put you in you're place, without any grace.
words do hurt, so stop the flirt before I get dirty,
Cause you don't wanna see... That part of me.

I've lost my moral compas when I spend all my days haunting you.

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Why?

How could you dare to rope me of my trust?
Was it lust? Was she a must?
You've got me crying, inside I'm dying.
dying to know why... Why? Why?
Why didn't you say "no"?
Why didn't you go?
Why didn't you said goodbye?
Were was the thought of me in the blink of an eye?
Not a single doubt in the blink of an eye?
Tell me why...

The only routine I have left now, No why, No goodbye,
Just a new lie, and a new life...

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My sweet dad.

Every now and then a tear I shed,

For my sweet dad. 

Never will I forget,

You're late night drunkin' chat,

Holding me tight, 

I still feel it inside,

I'll think of it tonight.

My love for you stays forever and always.

Losing you... The pain,

The dark days filled with rain,

They stay with me like a stain,

making me strong,

It moves the train along,

Got to look ahead, 

But never will I forget...

My sweet dad.

I'll always love you with my whole heart, my sweet dad.

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Can not choose... win or lose?

I woke up terrified,
You weren't by my side,
You didn't lay next to me in bed,
It makes me so upset.

What am I supposed to do?
When all I want is you?
I don't have the strength to move one...
And you're already long gone.

I can't get over the miss,
Of you're soft sweet kisses,
Alone I ride down the road,
Without the warmth of you're sweet coat.

What am I supposed to do?
When all I want is you?
I don't have the strength to move one...
And you're already long gone.

While you talk about insecurity,
I wish I could make you see,
The way you glance,
It gives you any chance...

What am I supposed to do?
When all I want is you?
I don't have the strength to move one...
And you're already long gone.

You ask me for advice,
For you don't know what too choose,
Will you win or lose?
I'll tell you if you don't know,
Take a chance, follow you're heart,
Roll the dice, play life's part.

The only thing holding you back is you're own mind,
Monsters are inside of us.

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Knocking Knocker won't you knock me of my feet?

As we walked and talked,
I didn't know how to show,
All that was hidden inside,
All the feelings en that green light.

I thought I lived it all,
But I never lived the way you do,
On the count of five into you I dive,
You make me feel so alive,
I'll just go the way you show,
Just going with the flow,
i'm letting myself go,

Party together all night long,
Keep dancing, dancing to the song,
Both singing loudly along,
Crazy, hazy and a little dumb...
Laughing out loud, let it all out,
You make me scream and shout,
Spinning faster than a round-a-bout.

I thought I lived it all,
But I never lived the way you do,
On the count of five into you I dive,
You make me feel so alive,
I'll just go the way you show,
Just going with the flow,
i'm letting myself go,

Now that you're left,
I'm left to forget... All the moments that we had,
Throwing everything away isn't something I do...
That's why I envy her.
My head still revolves around you,
I can't loose the image of you're face,
The life of the party, midnight eating and chase.
In these lonely days you're face and you,
You're busy... But promise me you will never fail to see,
The memory of me...

I thought I lived it all,
But I never lived the way you do,
On the count of five into you I dive,
You make me feel so alive,
I'll just go the way you show,
Just going with the flow,
i'm letting myself go,

If you ever wonder in the late hours,
There is nothing I want more,
Than you waiting for me under the sky that showers,
Waiting for me outside while you're swallowing you're pride.
All I ask from you is one knock on the door...
And we will be back together for sure...

You said you'd be there, don't you remember?
You promised to stay...

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These little things...

Babyshowergel, Thats the way you smell.
Green brown eyes and red beard surprise.
Little spots and dots, you've got lots.
43 marks on you're chest that will always last.
These little things make me feel I'm in love...
I'm in love with you.

How you're lips taste, hair without paste.
Curly curls standing up, sipping on a children's cup.
Beautiful belly of yours, always working you're chores.
These little things make me feel I'm in love...
I'm in love with you.

The sound of you're cough, how you send you're love.
Walking around while holding hands, doubting you're stands.
These little things make me feel I'm in love...
I'm in love with you.

All these little things make me realize I'm in love with you...

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Mommy don't go

Inside me hangs this dark cloud,
covering up parts of me that make me unable to be proud.
The noise inside so loud,
Louder than the crowd.
Scared to be alone,
don't wanna be full grown,
Don't wanna stand on my own...
Mommy please know, that eventhough it was long ago,
And I don't show, inside still hangs a shadow...
Life I can't swallow.
Don't go mommy, don't go...
Hug me like a pillow, the grow goes so slow...
Don't leave me behind to find a brand new mind.
It's a conquest to grand, for me by myself to understand.
So please just lent me you hand,
together we will find the promised land.

Mommy, together we will find the promised land...

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Change the world.

Don't you see the sorrow?
Don't you see the pain?
So much wrong in this world...
Why God? Don't they pray?
It seems like we all forget, what truly matters in life.
The things you can not buy are the best in this world.
Like love, laughter, friendship, compassion, freedom, sound, sunshine...
It's like were getting blind for things ment to be unseen by eyes.
Where did wisdom go?
When did our heart got shot down for feeling and believing?
Is no one else tired of living so cold, only caring for money and gold?
What I wish for doesn't come in a carton box or a plastic wrapper...
I wish to feel with all my heart and soul.
To be the change in the world I wanna see.

If you are crazy enough to think it, you can change the world.

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