even though

It feels somehow lonely,
Even though it was my choice,
It feels somehow sad,
Even though I know its for the best,
It feels unrealistic,
For I've never guessed that one day,
I'd be losing you...
It doesn't makes sense,
Even though I said it did,
It doesn't add up,
Even though I know it's for the best,
It feels strange,
I've never been alone,
Never,
On my own,
But I'm sure alone...
Is much better,
Then being in the wrong company...?!